Jacky Jasper's Diary Of A Hollywood Street King

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• Benzino Bangs On Joseline After Stevie Kicks Her Off His Bus!
• Say Word: Nick Cannon’s Banking On Playing Pryor!
• Arsenio Hall Weighs In On Being a Black Man Down
• Nicki Minaj Bows Down To ‘Slave-Master’ Azalea!
• On The Road: Beyonce Rips Jay Z Over Cheating Resentment!
• Katt Williams NOT Arrested Amidst Armed Allegations Against Him
• Bobbi Kris’ Half-Azz ‘Apology’ Over Shadin’ At Angela Bassett

Benzino Bangs On Joseline After Stevie Kicks Her Off His Bus! Posted: 02 Jul 2014 02:05 PM PDT Zino just unleashed his wrath on Joseline Hernandez! Homey just put her smashing biz all out there. This, just days after she’s said to have checked into Heartbreak Hotel after Stevie kick her... Click Headline for FULL Story...

Say Word: Nick Cannon’s Banking On Playing Pryor! Posted: 02 Jul 2014 01:56 PM PDT The fact that there’s a filmography project surrounding the life of Richard Pryor in the making is a joke in itself. Know why? Because Richard Pryor already directed his own life story, playing... Click Headline for FULL Story...

Arsenio Hall Weighs In On Being a Black Man Down Posted: 02 Jul 2014 01:12 PM PDT HSK Exclusive – Arsenio Hall knows all too well what it’s like to be a Black bonafide talent being overshadowed by less than talented Caucasian counterparts. That could be why the one... Click Headline for FULL Story...

Nicki Minaj Bows Down To ‘Slave-Master’ Azalea! Posted: 02 Jul 2014 12:51 PM PDT She says “the media puts words in my mouth”, but there’s no denying the shade Nicki Minaj threw at Iggy Azalea during her acceptance speech for Young Money’s ‘Best... Click Headline for FULL Story...

On The Road: Beyonce Rips Jay Z Over Cheating Resentment! Posted: 02 Jul 2014 11:49 AM PDT Where’s Joey Greco when you need him? Hey Joey, if you’re out there… you might wanna head over to catch Clyde ‘On The Run’ from his Bonnie! Know why? Bey’s putting... Click Headline for FULL Story...

Katt Williams NOT Arrested Amidst Armed Allegations Against Him Posted: 02 Jul 2014 11:41 AM PDT Katt Williams is at the center of accusations claiming the comedian “threatened a heckler with a gun”… after he’s reported to have fallen victim to a racist and derogatory... Click Headline for FULL Story...

Bobbi Kris’ Half-Azz ‘Apology’ Over Shadin’ At Angela Bassett Posted: 02 Jul 2014 11:14 AM PDT Is it just me or does Bobbi Kris always seem to justify her wretched ways by droppin’ the ‘don’t judge me’ spiel? The troubled 21-year-old is back at using that same line... Click Headline for FULL Story...

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[New post] WITCH THINGZ!!!! PHOTOS: Snakes tangled in electric wires in Benin city

234Pulse Staff posted: " This pic was taken in Benin city by a resident who says they, residence of Market Road in Ekosodin, Benin City, woke up this morning July 2nd to find several snakes bunched up and tangled in the electric wires in the street. "We have been confused and" New post on 234Pulse.com WITCH THINGZ!!!! PHOTOS: Snakes tangled in electric wires in Benin city   by 234Pulse Staff Read more of this post 234Pulse Staff | July 3, 2014 at 4:22 am | Categories: News | URL: http://wp.me/p2Kx73-ggM Comment    See all comments Unsubscribe to no longer receive posts from 234Pulse.com. Change your email settings at Manage Subscriptions. Trouble clicking? Copy and paste this URL into your browser: http://www.234pulse.com/2014/07/witch-thingz-photos-snakes-tangled-in-electric-wires-in-benin-city/

[New post] STALKER DERANGEMENT SYNDROME: Woman Arrested After She Called Her Ex 77,000 Times, Sent Him 1937 Emails, 41 229 Text Msgs In A Week

234Pulse Staff posted: " According to the WorldNewsDaily, a New Mexico woman was finally arrested this morning by officers of the Albuquerque Police Department in what could be the most extreme case of stalking ever recorded in the history of the country. The 28-year old wo" New post on 234Pulse.com STALKER DERANGEMENT SYNDROME: Woman Arrested After She Called Her Ex 77,000 Times, Sent Him 1937 Emails, 41 229 Text Msgs In A Week by 234Pulse Staff Read more of this post 234Pulse Staff | July 3, 2014 at 4:19 am | Categories: News | URL: http://wp.me/p2Kx73-ggK Comment    See all comments Unsubscribe to no longer receive posts from 234Pulse.com. Change your email settings at Manage Subscriptions. Trouble clicking? Copy and paste this URL into your browser: http://www.234pulse.com/2014/07/stalker-derangement-syndrome-woman-arrested-after-she-called-her-ex-77000-times-sent-him-1937-emails-41-229-text-msgs-in-a-week/

[New post] A Peek Into The Luxurious Lives Of The RICH Kids Of Snapchat [PHOTOS}

234Pulse Staff posted: " Rich Kids of Snapchat is a Facebook page offering a glimpse into the luxurious lifestyles of a group of teens and 20-somethings launched by a 17-year-old boy from the UK. The pictures on the site are of sports cars, private jets, luxury goods and lav" New post on 234Pulse.com A Peek Into The Luxurious Lives Of The RICH Kids Of Snapchat [PHOTOS} by 234Pulse Staff Read more of this post 234Pulse Staff | July 3, 2014 at 4:17 am | Categories: News | URL: http://wp.me/p2Kx73-ggH Comment    See all comments Unsubscribe to no longer receive posts from 234Pulse.com. Change your email settings at Manage Subscriptions. Trouble clicking? Copy and paste this URL into your browser: http://www.234pulse.com/2014/07/a-peek-into-the-luxurious-lives-of-the-rich-kids-of-snapchat-photos/

Woman with world’s biggest natural assets

Woman with world’s biggest natural assets

Says -  " I’m so happy being hippy "

CURVY Mikel Ruffinelli shows off the world’s biggest hips — measuring more than EIGHT FEET round.

The mum of four’s amazing natural 100in curves mean she struggles to get through doorways — and needs two seats on planes.

Mikel, 39, drives a truck as her 30st frame cannot squeeze into a car and needs a reinforced chair at home.

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Yet the plus-size model — a trim 10st as a teenager — is PROUD of her figure and does not want to lose weight, even though she often attracts jeers. She said: “Everywhere I go I get attention for my hips — both good and bad.

“When I walk down the street I can hear the shutters going on cameraphones and people laughing at me.

“I’ve heard people saying, ‘Look at her fat a**’.

Worlds Biggest Hips Ever

“Some people assume I’ve had surgery to enhance my a** and hips, but it’s all natural. I think that it’s the result of having four children, but large hips also run in my family.”

Mikel was a normal-sized youngster and even in her early 20s tipped the scales at a modest 13st.

But at 22, she put on four stone after having first child Andrew, now 18. And after daughters Destynee, 13, Autumn, eight, and Justyce, seven, followed, her weight and hips ballooned further.

But despite her curves she stands at just 5ft 4ins and has a proportionally small 40-inch waist Married Mikel, of Los Angeles, owns up to the difficulties that her size causes in everyday life.

Mikel with her Hubby

She revealed: “When I travel by plane or train I have to buy two seats because I can’t fit my a** into one. It gets quite expensive. I drive a truck rather than using public transport wherever possible because it’s big enough to fit all of me in.

“Going through tight spaces is sometimes a problem for me and I have to go through doorways sideways.

“And I can’t close the shower door because my hips get in the way. I’ve even been stuck in the bath before.”

mum Mikel Ruffinelli spills over a chair

Yet she still enjoys joining in family activities such as keep-fit routines at home and trips to the park and seaside — where she shows off her 42D boobs in a revealing two-piece costume.

She added: “Finding clothes to fit my bottom half is a challenge. I have my lingerie custom-made by seamstresses.”

Mikel also defiantly vows never to diet after vainly struggling for years with slimming plans.

She eats an average 3,000 calories a day — 500 more than the recommended intake for an average man — and she joyfully tucks into her favourite Mexican dishes as well as chicken, seafood and cheese.

Mikel and her Children perform exercise

On an average day she has two eggs, sausage, bacon and half a dozen potatoes for breakfast.

Her lunch is often fried fish and chips and dinner is barbecue chicken with rice or mashed potato.

In between meals Mikel snacks on peanuts, granola bars and crisps. And hubby Reggie Brooks, 40, is delighted at her well-fed figure.

The computer technician — wed to her for ten years — beamed: “I love her shape. When we met she already had big hips. That’s one of things that attracted me.

Worlds Biggest hips!

"Simlipi Wema Mil 13 Ng'o" - Kajala

JAMBO limezua jambo! Zile shilingi milioni 13 alizolipa staa mkubwa wa kike Bongo, Wema Isaac Sepetu ‘Beautiful Onyinye’ mahakamani ili kumnusuru Kajala Masanja kwenda gerezani, zinaendelea kusababisha fukuto na sasa Kajala amejibu mapigo, akisema hatamlipa Wema fedha hizo.

Malkia wa filamu za Kibongo, Kajala Masanja.

Wema na Kajala wapo kwenye gogoro zito kwa muda mrefu huku mashabiki wa mastaa hao waliojipa majina ya Team Wema (wanaomuunga mkono Wema) na Team Kajala (walio upande wa Kajala) wakiukuza ugomvi huo kwa kushambuliana kwa maneno makali kwenye mitandao mbalimbali ya kijamii.

WEMA KUFUNGUKA
Katika gazeti hili, toleo namba 877 la Aprili 25-Mei Mosi, 2014 la wiki iliyopita, liliandika habari ya Wema iliyokuwa na kichwa; Kwa mara ya kwanza Wema afunguka, asema: NAJUTA KUMLIPIA KAJALA MIL. 13!
Hiyo ilikuwa mara ya kwanza kwa Wema kufunguka baada ya bifu la kimyakimya la muda mrefu ambapo alifafanua chanzo cha bifu lao na namna anavyojuta kumlipia Kajala fedha hizo.
“Kusema kweli najuta kumlipia (Kajala) ile faini ya Sh. milioni 13. Bora angeenda jela miaka saba kuliko kunisababishia matatizo na maumivu kiasi hiki. Mimi sijawahi kumsema vibaya K kisa eti nilimlipia fedha hizo,” alisema Wema katika gazeti hilo.

Alipoambiwa kama Kajala yupo tayari kurudisha fedha hizo alisema:
“Kama anataka kunilipa, anilipe kisha aende jela maana mimi sikumkopesha, nilitoa kwa moyo.” 

Diva wa filamu Bongo, Wema Isaac Sepetu a.k.a ‘Beautiful Onyinye’.

HABARI ZA MOTO

Baada ya gazeti hilo kuruka mitaani na Kajala kulipata ndipo akaeleza mambo mazito.
Akizungumza na mwanahabari wetu, Kajala alisema katika vitu ambavyo Wema anatakiwa kuvisahau ni pamoja na kumlipia mahakamani hizo milioni 13.
“Siwezi kumlipa ng’o. Namlipa nini sasa na kivipi? Kwani tulikopeshana? Hakuna anachonidai Wema, hata kama akisema nimlipe, siwezi kufanya hivyo,” alisema Kajala.
Huku akimwaga machozi, Kajala aliendelea: “Unajua haya mambo yanachukuliwa kirahisi tu na wadandiaji wa mambo, ni vile watu hawajui ni kwa kiwango gani hili suala linaniumiza.
“Wema alinisaidia, alinilipia fedha mahakamani wakati ambao nilikuwa na uhitaji na sikuwa na zile fedha. Kama asingejitokeza kunilipia nilikuwa nakwenda jela.
“Lile ni jambo kubwa. Thamani yake haifananishiki na fedha. Ule ulikuwa ni utu tu, sasa leo iweje ligeuzwe kuwa kama deni? Siwezi kufanya hivyo.”

YUPO TAYARI KWA SULUHU
Kwa mara nyingine tena, Kajala alisema kuhusu kupatana na Wema yupo tayari muda wowote, maana haoni sababu ya kuendelea kwa ugomvi huo.
Hii ni mara ya tatu Kajala kuzungumzia suluhu akisisitiza: “Nakosa amani kabisa na huu mzigo. Natamani kuutua. Nipo tayari kukutanishwa naye hata leo tuyamalize.” 

HABARI YA MJINI

Habari ambazo zimeenea mjini lakini bado hazijathibitishwa zinadai kuwa, Kajala anajiamini kwa sababu anajua fedha alizolipiwa na Wema si zake, zililipwa na aliyekuwa mwanaume (boyfriend) wa Wema, yule kigogo wa Ikulu anayetajwa kwa jina la CK.
“Lile lilikuwa agizo, Wema hakuwa na fedha zote zile kwa ajili ya kumlipia Kajala. Alipewa na CK na kuambiwa amlipie ili asiende jela,” alisema mmoja wa watu wa karibu na mastaa hao kwa sharti la kutotajwa gazetini.

ETI ULIKUWA MPANGO!
Chanzo kinaendelea: “Alivyoingia mitaani, CK akajiweka karibu na Kajala na kumweleza mchongo mzima, kuwa yeye ndiye aliyetoa  hizo fedha kwa hiyo asiwe na wasiwasi.
“Ndiyo maana hata Wema na CK walivyoachana ikawa rahisi kwa CK kujimilikisha Kajala moja kwa moja kwa sababu anaujua ukweli.”
Haya ni madai ya chanzo chetu ambayo hayajathibitishwa na wahusika.

SAFARI ZA CHINA VIPI?
Habari nyingine ambazo bado zinafuatiliwa ili zithibitishwe, zinasema kuwa, safari nyingi za Kajala kwenda China kwa mapumziko huwa anamfuata au kuongozana na CK.
“Hata sasa hivi (juzi Jumatano) wapo safarini China wanakula bata. Yaani haya mambo yamejifunga sana. Yanahitaji hekima sana kuyamaliza,” aliendelea kudai.

BIFU HADI LINI?
Wadau wa tasnia ya filamu Bongo, kwa nyakati tofauti wamekuwa wakipiga simu na kutuma ujumbe mfupi katika chumba cha habari cha magazeti pendwa Tanzania, Global Publishers na kueleza jinsi ambavyo mtaani kunazidi kuchafuka kuhusu sakata hilo huku wengi wakiwataka wayamalize.
“Haya mambo yanakuzwa na watu. Hawa ni wasanii wazuri, wana majina makubwa na wanaendana, nashauri wazungumze, wayamalize. Bifu lao halijengi badala yake linabomoa,” Maimuna Sadallah wa Majani Mapana, Tanga alieleza katika ujumbe wake.
Msomaji mwingine aliyejitambulisha kwa jina la mama Mwaija mkazi wa Mbagala - Maji  Matitu, Dar alikuwa na haya ya kusema: “Haya mambo ya wanangu Wema na Kajala yananichoma sana. Napenda sana filamu zao, nafurahia namna wanavyoshirikiana na kusaidiana. Hebu wamlaani shetani.”

WAZAZI WAOMBWA KUINGILIA KATI
James Sukae wa Kimara-Baruti, Dar alisema: “Hili jambo na umri wao naona ni kubwa sana kwao kulimaliza. Tukisema tusubiri wayamalize wenyewe, haitawezekana ila litazidi kuwa kubwa.
“Kajala ana wazazi wake, Wema naye kadhalika.
Tena hapa nisisitize, wazazi wanaopaswa zaidi kushughulikia hili ni mama zao. Mama Kajala na mama Wema wanatakiwa kukutana na watoto wao ili wawakalishe na kuzungumza.
“Kwangu mimi, mbele ya wazazi ni jambo dogo sana. Hekima zao ni kubwa na bila shaka watalimaliza kuliko kuacha likielea kama ilivyo sasa. Wakipuuzia hili suala litasababisha janga kubwa.”

Hivi Aunt.. Huyo ni Sunday AU!? Maana.. Duh!

Aunt Ezekiel afata nyayo za Wema Sepetu na Diamond the Platnumz, ni jana tu tuliona Diamond the Platnumz na Wema Sepetu waliamua kuachia picha ikionyesha huku wakinyonyana ndimi, basi na aunt yake akaona isiwe shida, na yeye huko alipo Dubai akaamua kufanya yake kwa kufanya mapenzi na mpenzi wake, na baada ya hapo akaamua kufotoa picha huku wakinyonyana ndimi na kuficha sura ya mwanaume wake. 

  

Kasura ka mwanaume hapo kushoto kanafanana na ka Sunday kidogo... ila ndo inasemekana yuko Lupango nchi za watu.  Au ni picha ya zamani hiyo unatuzuga tu? Eh! watajua wenyeweee....! 

Mtoto Anusuru Ndoa ya Bob Junior

Msanii wa Bongo Fleva, Raheem Nanji ‘Bob Junior’
akiwa na mkewe na mwanaye.

MTOTO wa msanii wa Bongo Fleva, Raheem Nanji ‘Bob Junior’ ametajwa kuwa ndiyo sababu kubwa ya kurejesha ndoa iliyovunjika ya msanii huyo na aliyekuwa mkewe iliyovunjika miezi michache iliyopita.

Msanii wa Bongo Fleva, Raheem Nanji ‘Bob Junior’.

Akizungumza na mwandishi wetu, msanii huyo alisema kuwa kipindi chote wakati ameachana na mkewe alikuwa akimkumbuka sana mwanaye ambaye alikuwa akiishi na mama yake, Halima.

Raheem Nanji ‘Bob Junior’ akiwa na mwanaye.

“Wakati nimetengana na mke wangu kitu kikubwa nilichokuwa nikikimisi kilikuwa ni uwepo wa mwanangu, nashukuru Mungu kwa sasa nimerudiana naye,” alisema Bob Junior.

Mume Jela, Aunt Ala Raha Viwanja!

Habari za mjini zinadai kuwa, staa wa filamu Bongo, Aunt Ezekiel yuko Dubai akiponda raha huku mumewe, Sunday Demonte akidaiwa kuwa jela jijini Abu Dhabi katika nchi za Falme za Kiarabu (UAE).

Staa wa filamu Bongo, Aunt Ezekiel akiponda raha.

Awali, ilidaiwa kuwa, Aunt aliondoka  Bongo kwenda Dubai kuungana na mumewe katika ndoa, lakini vyanzo vya karibu vikahoji mumewe yupi? Mbona yuko jela baada ya kudakwa kwa kuishi kinyume cha sheria!

CHANZO CHATIRIRIKA
Kwa mujibu wa chanzo hicho, taarifa za mumewe kuwa jela,  Aunt alizichukulia poa kwani baada ya tu ya habari hizo Aunt aliendelea kujirusha katika kumbi tofauti jijini Dar na hata nje ya Dar kana kwamba hakuna kitu kilichotokea.

“Aunt hakushtuka chochote taarifa zilimfikia mapema, lakini hakuchukua hatua yoyote hata kule kuonesha kwamba amehudhunika,” kilisema chanzo hicho na kuongeza:

“Kama hamuamini tembeleeni katika kumbi za starehe kila siku tunakula naye bata kama kawaida, angekuwa mwingine angejaribu hata kuwa karibu na ndugu wa mume kushirikiana na kujua taarifa za mumewe.”

Staa wa filamu Bongo, Aunt Ezekiel akiwa na mumewe Sunday.

AUNT ALIPOKEAJE MUMEWE KUFUNGWA?
Kumbukumbu zilizopo katika makrabasha ya Magazeti Pendwa zinaoonesha kuwa, Aunt alipoulizwa na mapaparazi wetu kuhusiana na taarifa hizo, alikiri kuzifahamu lakini akafafanua kuwa mumewe alikamatwa na kuachiwa huru lakini watu wa karibu wameendelea kupinga.

“Mume wangu amekamatwa ndiyo lakini si kama watu wanavyosambaza maneno wanayoyajua wao na kupindisha ukweli, alikamatwa kutokana na suala la kibali cha makazi kwisha muda wake lakini amesharekebisha, ameachiwa,” alisema Aunt.

HAONEKANI BONGO, DUBAI
Licha ya Aunt kudai mumewe huyo alikamatwa na kuachiwa, lakini tangu alipotamka kauli hiyo mwishoni mwa mwaka jana hadi sasa, mwanaume huyo hajawahi kuonekana hadharani.

“Tangu alipokamatwa hakutoka tena na ishu yenyewe aliyokamatwa nayo inasemekana ni mbaya hivyo si rahisi kutoka,” kilisema chanzo hicho bila 
kufafanua ni ishu gani.

MAPAPARAZI WETU WAMNASA
Wakati taarifa hizo zikiendelea kusambaa jijini Dar, mapaparazi wetu waliwahi kumnasa staa huyo katika viwanja tofauti vya starehe kwenye miji ya Arusha na Dar es Salaam.

Uchunguzi wa mapaparazi wetu ulionesha kuwa kabla na baada ya taarifa za mumw kukamatwa kusambaa, Aunt hakuonesha tofauti, aliendelea kula kunywa na kucheza kama kawaida.

AUNT AENDELEZA BATA
Mapama wiki hii, Aunt ambaye yupo Dubai aliposti picha katika mtandao wake wa Instagram na kuonesha jinsi gani anakula raha huko.

Picha hizo zinamuonesha mrembo huyo akiwa katika bwawa maalumu la kuogelea (swimming pool) huku akinywa vinywaji tofauti hali ambayo ilileta tafsiri kwa mashabiki wake kwamba ni kuponda raha huku mumewe akidaiwa kuwa jela.

“Sasa huyu (Aunt) jamani vipi, badala apambane kujua hatima ya mumewe yeye yupo bize kula raha za mjini utadhani ana furaha,” alichangia shabiki 
wake mtandaoni.

AWACHEFUA MASHEMEJI
Taarifa zaidi zimeeleza kuwa mara baada ya kuzagaa kwa picha hizo katika mitandao ya kijamii, baadhi ya mashemeji wa Aunt walikuja juu na kudai wanamshangaa ni vipi haoni hali ilivyo na hawamsikii akizungumzia lolote kuhusu ndugu yao.

“Mashemeji zake wamekasirika kwelikweli kwani kuzagaa kwa picha hizo mtandaoni kunaleta tafsiri kwamba Aunt hana mpango na Demonte,” kilisema chanzo.

WIFI AZUNGUMZA
Katika kusaka data zaidi za ndugu wa Demonte, paparazi wetu alimtafuta mmoja wa mashemeji hao wa Aunt ambaye hakutaka jina lake lichorwe gazetini ambapo alisema wamechukizwa na picha hizo na wanajipanga kumpa talaka.

“Huu si ubinadamu hata kidogo, sasa kwa kuwa ameamua kumwaga mboga sisi tutamwaga ugali, dawa yake tunamuandalia mipango ya talaka ambapo tukimpata Demonte kwa njia yoyote na akabariki talaka, tunampa muda wowote,” alisema shemeji huyo huku akikiri kuwa hata wao hawajui Demonte yukoje kwa sasa baada ya kupoteza mawasiliano naye.

Why would you encourage someone to e-mail you to vent but then never respond at all?

 

anonymous asked:

Why would you encourage someone to e-mail you to vent but then never respond at all? :( I do appreciate your kindness in letting me vent, but I'm super isolated so I'm especially sensitive to this sort of thing. I certainly don't want to add to your stress (sorry), but it would be nice to get some clarification. Thanks.

Wow. 

Wow. You know, very rarely do I get messages that genuinely upset me. But this. This pulled my last straw today (of which I had very few).

I am a full time student. I major in psychology, minor in biology, and take pre-physician assistant track. I’m on scholarships, which means I work my ass off to get the grades I need to keep those scholarships.

My free time is spent doing 1 of 5 things: advocacy work, spending time/volunteering with the sorority-structured group I am a part of on campus, studying, or sleeping.

My Hostel Room

I get anywhere from 5-30 messages a day. Sometimes I get them at 3:30 in the morning. Sometimes I get them at 9am. Sometimes 9pm. I get to some faster than others. If you look, you can see that my last 6+ posts have all been answering questions and responding to you guys. I read them all. I keep my inbox open and my email open because I love this community. I love reading your stories and I love being able to do what I can to help others navigating a difficult path.

Sometimes I answer them quickly. Others take more thought, more spoons, and more time. Let me be clear: for the thousands of hours I put into advocacy, I get paid for none of it. I do this because I love it. Because I believe in empowering patients and giving patients a safe space to grow, cope, and find their voice in a system that does a damn good job at trying to drown all of us out.  I open my inbox—and my time—to everyone with love. 

And then there are weeks where my life falls apart and you know what? I have to put myself first.

This week, my life has been a mess. I think sometimes you guys forget that I am a patient—a person with a life and big obstacles to face outside of what you read about here—too. If you follow me on twitter, you know that I’ve been dealing with absolute chaos this week. I’ll have you know that after not sleeping last night, I spent my afternoon in the pouring rain cleaning out my wrecked car in the middle of a junk yard. And after that fun excursion, I got the call that my insurance will not be reimbursing the full value of my car.

Meaning I just lost about four. thousand. dollars.

I don’t have a super supportive family. I don’t have a well-off family. I am skipping kineret shots because my doctor is dropping the ball with communication and my insurance just changed. I don’t know how I’m going to pay rent in a few days. Right now, things are really unbelievably fucking tough for me. And this message was my last straw. I had nothing else to give—to myself, to you, to anyone today. 

So if this is in regards to the email I received in the middle of the night: I read it. And you know what? It might take me a few days, maybe even a week to respond. Maybe longer.

And that’s okay. I will not apologize for that.

I do the best that I can. It's my own choice of life.......!

And I’m sorry if that’s not enough for you or for anyone else.